Last Weekend..

My dad told me that we will go to temple on weekend so start on friday..hmmm I took permission to leave early n caught the train at 5.30 PM.Reached home at 9.30 PM.Mom keep on asking one or the other thing of my daily routine..I wondered,she didnt get bore of listening same all the time? :D
Dad asked me to go sleep ..tomorrow u have to get up early ..pooja starts at 6.30 AM.Head bath is must etc.
waking up early always  sickkk  to me :p I am preparing to go to my bed room ..he added 'keep an alarm'.
I pretended like I  m dumb :P
Next day morning mom came with a warning tone  "get up IT IS ALREADY 6.30" ..I woke up  with a horrified expression after listening that..My dad scoldings started on the other side "u r such a lazy girl,no common sense etc..... " :D
My dad getting phone calls from priest from 7AM.My dad saying we will be there on 15 minuites like that..
I know again my dad searching words to praise me :P
Rain also started ..
At last we started at 7.20 AM ..while going dad continued the remaining saga :D
he added I know u r having no time sense so I told pooja time half an hr before still we r going late becoz of u ..u should know some things we should do on time..some things like shopping does nt require time sense etc..
I thought hmm dad U always tell like this :D I remebered how many times he told the wrong train timings (always tell half an hr or one hr before :P )
ofcourse I dont mind with all these :D who cares!! :P (actually I am comfortable of being like this :P )
we drenched a lil bit n we entered into temple ..pooja started.. priest asked me two times to say 'ma ma' except tht he didnt bothered me much ..I am watching carefully siva idol..Always I love to watch him..

Priest asked us to sit outside ..he will be starting some thousand times of siva names etc ..I didnt understand much abt it ..what I got is we didnt required to sit there..
I  n my dad came out n simply taking rounds n observing temple..First time I watching this temple n noticed it is very old ..It was wonderful!! temple has been built on side of a lake..
My dad saying this temple is reconstructed now..when I came to this temple at my childhood,very big trees are surrounded here like tht..
we had a random talk afterwards ..Interesting ones are :

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In the middle of talks,I asked my dad "can we sit somewhere" ? he asked "y dont u stand atleast for an hr"
I said "Come on dad, it was already 45 min over .. I cant" :D n showed one bench ..he said tht was drenched ..it was under a tree so I said may be some part is not drenched ..let see I said n went for confirmation it was completely drenched..
He is smiling after watching my face n he said "c this is the problem with u..U dont believe until unless u come across with the problem. U should listen to it when something is not good for u n need to change according to it.." I left out with words as it is absolutely true!

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I saw the fields beside the temple n talking about people who r cropping it n all..I asked 'dad y this place is like undeveloped all the time ? '
He said in a grief tone..Here people just now stopped fighting between each other,still they r not aware of what they want..what does they require to lead a better life than this..People doesnt ask about roads even..
They r now simply enjoying the life with drinking ..
I asked "y dont we gather people n ask the MLA regarding problems?
He said " y dont we waste our time even people doesnt know what they want..If they r clear about what they want we can ask..one more thing people doesnt believe others too.."
He remebered one situation n started explaining what happened in that..
one person died who having insurance claim but the Insurance company  doesn't give money (30,000) to the family because his age is more than 70.
Family asked so many others all r asked insurance company ppl and agreed to what they said..
This time family came to me n I involved n  the company ppl gave money check in 3 days...
These r all simple tasks..still people doesnt know how to solve this..

I nodded to him n asked how u solved dad?..I know that he know so many big  people but I dont think he consult them for this small task..
 he said "I know one insurance agent here when we took policy from him..Now LIC agents will get the 25% from the policy but what they r doing is they r just keeping 5% of it n returning back the remaining percent money to the people who r taking the policy..he offered me the remaining percentage ..
I said "you people r living on that percentage..Keep it with you .."
He saw me with a non believing expression becoz who say no to money ..hmm
When these people came to me ..I called him n said the problem ..he told that "Because of U,I am doing this sir" ..
Generally people ask about their own benefits but here we r asking for others ..That is the another reason for him to think better of us..n doing it by taking his own interest..
dad added : If he is not there also I can solve it by talking with the company manager as it is a small amount..
I thought I know dad u can do it ..I love you ..... :)

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We came out of temple later ..last weekend is one of the sweet moments which I spent with my family...

huh!!!!

Limitation always walks with fear. I really felt it. We don’t go outside and create our limitation up to the gate as outside is surrounded by darkness. I was to feel it in my childhood. Some one has really defined FEAR in very right way.
What is Fear? FEAR is False Evidence Appearing Real.
It is necessary to touch the fear sometimes, but not in this way! I am scared to think abt things going to happen in my future..
I couldnt take decission n cant even think abt it! I wonder always what will happen if I take some wrong decission or select some wrong person to be with!
It is really weird to select someone/Unknown for your life time frnd  ..

We face hundreds of problems in our day-to-day lives (most of are generated by our tired imagination only). Don’t we face them? Problem has no body. You cannot measure it. Nothing is big or small when it is locked in our mind.
There are two ways to approach problems,. You can sit down and say, ‘Oh my god, I can’t face this, it will destroy me.’ Or You can stand up and look beyond it to see how it can make you grow ..
now my approach seems to be FIRST. God!

No wonder most people want to escape into fantasy and make the movies such big business. But the fact remains we cannot forever put our heads in the sand. Some time or the other we will have to acknowledge the TRUTH!
Cant carry this big fat load to  take Decission...Y dont someone of my dreams walk infront of me :D

y reality Sucks!

Crazy Guy!!! ..

Today evening we(me n my roomie) thought of going out to GVK mall..
we got ready with in a minutes after plan n took an auto with good fare of 40 bucks to reach there..
As ususal the mall is rush..After the checkings n all we entered ..
In the entrance I noticed one handsome guy in black shirt who is standing casually :D I immediately poked my frnd lik watch out one handsome is there ..she is watched around ..I told her watch on your left side :P she also added "ya he is handsome".

After tht we thought of taking photographs on the 3rd floor..we went there..I took 2 snaps of my roomie n she wants to take of mine..I m posing for tht ..Suddenly I noticed handsome is beside of us! :o
me n my roomie exchanged surprised kind of  looks :D

She is asking me to give pose ..I gave "move from here" kind of expression ..she nodded n we went to some other place..he casually walked in tht way too..
we both surprised n asked ourselves :is he following us? "
My roomie added "see handsome also following us like this " in a naughty tone :P


we went to lift n my roomie said if he comes here also then he is following !
she concluded as he came to lift :D
I asked  her with low tone "which floor we r going now" ..she saw the selected ones..ground was already selected so she said we will move to there only..
We went there n looked behind for handsome ..he is not there so we felt of comfortable again ..

She said give pose now..I m tired so I told "leave it I m hungry". She asked shall we move to kfc ..
I said no we will take frankie which is in second floor..we went there ..We noticed we are not having money except cards :o she said I will take money from ATM..u stand here i will get the money as Frankie ppl doesnt accept cards ..we noticed Handsome is also there :o
I stood there..  My phn rang..my roomie told "come we will move from here..today seems bad for us ..ATM is not working..tht guy is continously following us! so we will start as early as possible".
I remembered frankie once hmmmmmmm :( n said OK..
I went to lift n pressed down button n watched around..Handsome is watching from up floor..

Lift came n I went to meet my roomie..she is in a hurry to go..I said I cant come ..he is not following us! listen to me ..I saw him in up floor..we will move to coffee day n lets have something in  a pleading tone..She said OK n we went to cafe ..
Added to my surprise he came to cafe also! :o

My roomie looked at me ..I was surprised to see him there :D How he came ??? I saw him in up floor when I was going to lift I told her ..she answered he might came from down escalator :D
This is too much !!! I said in a shocked tone..
We ordered sandwitch n chochola ..we are eating nicely ..he stood outside n watching us :P
y he stand there ?he would have come inside na I asked my roomie..
When he is behind me while we are entering into cafe so I gave him a serious angry look lik if u come along woth us we will kill u kind of .. she is telling in angry tone :D ..I nodded lik ohh is this happened lik tht :p

we got a doubt ..whom he is following?? I said to my roomie "he might following u" in a naughty tone n added thts y he stood opp to u in lift :D She gave a angry look..I laughed..
He stood cafe outside for a hr as we are eating slowly for a hr...I surprised n told to my roomie y he is doing lik this? I never saw any person who follows lik this ..did u saw anyone like this I enquired her..She told ya I saw one guy like this one day..he irritated me like anything she added..I said oh n nodded to her..

we went outside n passed our follower..Quickly went to exit n caught auto immediately..
Our Follower followed us slowly..so he shocked to watch us in auto...
I laughed after watch his astonishment :D we started n he quickly went to parking side..
Auto started ..
see he is going get his bike it seems I said to my roomie ..she added I should have asked him wats his problem lik tht :D
I laughed n told her"I will write abt him in my blog...n I thought he seems to be crazy!!
but u should ask him abt his prob so tht my post having some ending .." :D

We felt So many autos are there out so he cant find us ...
after 10 min suddenly one bike passed beside us ..we both shockedddddddd to see our BIG follower again :o
how he find us ????

he is following ..following..wherever the auto go our follower follows :P
we took a decission we must not reveal our address to him lik tht...So we get down near an ICICI atm which is near to our hostel...
He also stopped behind our auto..I surprised n thinking wat he is going to do lik this :D
My roomie went to ATM first n stood there..

He also tried to enter with card n suddenly stopped after watching me there n stood in front of me ...
He asked ..May I know  your name ?
I was surprised tht handsome is following meeeeeeeeee ???????????
I remembered his looks at me once..when I was posing he was after me..at frankie  he is there watching me..when I was in lift he followed me with stairs upto cafe..I rememebred his astonishment looks at me when I was in auto ..n his pride looks at me when he caught our auto ........
he asked the same Q again as I didnt gave any response to him..
I came from thoughts n asked y?
He hesistantly said "just to make frndship..jus lik tht he added..
I noticed him he is cute :P
I didnt answered..
He asked me again plssss tell your name in a low pleading tone..
I watched him once n told him my short name ( thought of telling fake name :P but didnt :D )
nice..My name is Roshan he said with smile..
can you pls note down my number pls he added.
I asked him wat u do? (y I asked this Q donno may be I felt whole this was silly ..following n all :P )
He said Business ..I asked "what kind of?" (I just want to know abt this crazy guy :D)
He said "Jewellary Business ..diamonds etc"..he said in a low hesitant tone..
I gave a nod n asked "In hyderabad? "
he said ya n reminded me again "pls take my number.."
I said give your card thts enough..
He quickly opened his purse n gave me the card..I noticed his hands r visibly shivering :D
I gave u may leave now kind of look ..

My roomie came out from ATM n gave shocked expression as he is talking to me n I went inside ..drawn money ..watched him again as he was standing outside still..he wants to tell something I said BYE firmly..He nodded.

My roomie n I went took diff route to our hostel this time..We observed he is not following n felt comfortable.. I said he talked to me when u r inside..I noticed she is in serious mood..
I asked "y u r looking so serious? she said " NOTHING".
I said hmmmmmmmm OK.I stopped it instantly as she is not in a mood to listen (y i didnt understood ..)

I took  things from my bag after came to my room ..the CARD fell down...I gave a glance to it..

I got laugh after watching tht..  The card contains

ROSHAN TYRES (dealers in all kinds of tyres,tubes,fan Belts & V. Belts,MRF,Ceat,J.K. Good year,Apollo)
#15-2-381,shop no. LG1,Land Mark Center,Sidiam Bazar,Hyderabad-500012(AP).

I remembered what he told abt his business lol..Crazy Handsome guy ;)

Life is tough!!

ya it is :o It is not so easy to deal with ! ..

We all run into hard times, or challenges, as we head down our paths through life. However, some of us seem to get stuck in what appears to be a continuous cycle of 'bad luck.' This cycle slams us down and forces us to battle ghosts, or old problems, in an attempt to free ourselves to move forward in life again. Good luck, bad luck, no luck.

Moving forward in life after winning against a challenge is not always a simple task. It's not so much the fact that you got out of the situation. It's the possibility of sinking back into, or creating, a similar situation because of the 'comfort zone' you developed in this situation. Many times, once you're at the end of a challenge, you can find yourself folding back into a similar situation because it is comfortable, similar, and provides that feeling of success.

When life began issuing challenges to me, I had no idea how to deal with them. I would fight, scratch, kick, and scream to straighten it all back out so that life would return to its previous state. I eventually became so used to fighting to 'survive' that I began slamming every nail with the same sledgehammer.Instead of moving forward in life toward my goals, I continually found problems that I could beat to achieve immediate satisfaction.

The one thing I realized after a while was that, life could never be what it was. It cannot be as it was one minute or one decade ago, because it is constantly changing and we are constantly growing. When you experience a change or a trauma, life changes. It will never be as it was ... life changes! Life changes through knowledge, through experience, through maturity, and through life itself. I found that fighting to maintain life as it was merely wasted time fighting for the past when in fact I should have been fighting for the future.

In this change I can easily make out one thing tht i m losing my sensitivity n becoming tough day by day :o

Remembering that, hard times don't last forever, unless you allow them. When you encounter rough times, this is when you make plans to adjust for better times. Get on another path that can get you back on a track for a better life... :)

Signs tht u r ready for .. :D

                                             
you’ve reached a point in life where you want companionship, and the only way you’ll have it is by getting married. Or, you could just be the girl who has found the man of her dreams, but is scared if he really is the one. Well, in whichever category you find yourself, there’s more to marriage than what meets the eye, and jumping into it in a fit of hormones will spell disaster.

You might be ready to tie the knot if...

You feel more than a tad envious and sad when your best friend announces she’s getting married.

You actually start looking forward to coming back to the same face, night after night.

Sharing space doesn’t seem like such a bad thing after all.

You are finally able to trust a man, a 100 per cent.

You’d be willing to sacrifice your weekly ladies’ night, when your man needs you.

The thought of opening a joint account doesn’t horrify you so much.

You want your parents to approve of your partner, and in turn, you want him to adore your parents.

You’re up for the challenge of doing every thing double. Laundry, cooking, cleaning up....etc.

The wedding dress and diamond ring aren’t the most exciting prospects of getting married.

You’re ready to throw your ego out of the window

‘We’ and ‘us’, have started sounding better than ‘I’ and ‘me’.

You have achieved financial stability.

You are aware of your partner’s quirks and feel sure you can live with them.

You are open to making small changes to your ‘big life plan’.

You can say the L word and mean it with all your heart and soul!



Courtesy of Times of India :D

Mr. Handsome ;)

hmmmm :D

Today evening I went to cafetaria alone as everyone is interested to go outside which I dont like..
Generally whenever I felt alone I called to my dad n eat his brain is my fav pass time :D
So as usual I called him n he passed tht to my mom n I am bsy in talking wid her about silly topics which comes into picture wid first priority :P
Entered into cafetaria n checked the items , ordered fruit salad n  searched for one empty table,settled there.
Phone conversation is going on wid my mom n she is explaining abt my bro's silly mistakes seriously :D
I m also paying full attention to her as there is nothing to do other than tht.
Suddenly one guy is closely following me  from 6 feet distance n I saw him  n ignored.
Later he also distracted from me but exchanged another look with me :D this time also I simply paid no attention for him as I was bsyyyy :D
Suddenly he came to me asked "Can I sit here? "
I gave a positive reaction so he sat n eating omlet which he ordered previosuly :D
Still me n my mom conversation going onnn :D
I know he is also following :p but tht doesnt matter to me ..after 5 min I said bye to her n watched him once :p

Damn he is Handsome ;)
when I saw him first I felt he is good but wid the closer view I  made out he is perfect :D

He tried to started conversation wid me but I m totally ignoring him for no reason :D
Atlast he said in a low tone "okk"
I gave him a puzzled look :p
then he continued wid "r u belongs to vijayawada ? "
I know he will definitely start conversation wid me :D (his looks already carried information as he likes me at first itself :p )
I was confused wid his Question  n thinking as "how can he specifying one district for me? "
Fastly my attitude came into picture with the followed dialogue in my mind "is tht necessary for u ? :D "
But I thought I should stop giving arrogant answers to ppl atleast for my fellowmates for silly things ..
So I replied "No i m not ..n gave ans"
he gave a  smile for no reason :D but tht was cute too ;)
I asked him "y u asked like tht " as I couldnt control my curiosity for his specification :p
He said " ppl from tht side only will talk pure telugu ..ppl like me cant "
I asked him "y u cant understand telugu? "
He replied "nono I can but I cannot talk pure telugu like u..I m  hyd localite"
I said ok n jus nodded my head.
His omlet was over n he waited for moment followed wid  small grief  n said byee wid friendly smile ..I know he thought of staying for a moment but bcoz of my short n nonfriendly manner he is leaving :D

When he is leaving I had a thought what would happen If I ask him for a company upto finish my salad :D
Next what will happen u can guess I didnt.. he left ..
I can surely tell tht he is one of the best handsome men I have ever seen ;)

felt sooo shy ..:D

Today evening in my room we watched Love Aaj Kal movie n It gave me some kind of fresh feeling despite of other movies ..
Later we planned to go out to get rid of the sick feeling of being total day in a closed room ..
My roomie is getting ready infront of the mirror ..I was in full josh mood after watching the film y I donno ..I jus liked the climax may be which doesnt happen in real lives :D Some ppl used to love fantasies I m one of them :p
I went to her n disturbing her wid teasy lines "c how u r soo thinnnnnnnn yuck :D u must learn after watching me how to being perfect " lik this :D she is laughing as usual ..

after tht I m just revolving around n around lik a lil girl n started dancing wid full of josh n every part of my body is dancing ....it jus like dance like no one's watching ...
doing the masakkali step(moving hands to front) to every direction  ......
I stooooooopped it after watching the girl who stood in the balcony of beside hostel :p
thts vry near view to my room whenever we opened the window ..Usually I do dance when no one observing me ;)
I felt sooo embrassed after watching her :D Suddenly she said "your dance bahut achi lagee" wid gentle smile
as she saw my expression ....
 i felt sooo shyyyyyyyyyyyyy n said Thank you :) n ran away to another room :D

after a few moments I requested to my roomie "plz close the curtains I cant face her " :D

My Concentration :D

                                              

Concentration is a gift..Concentration meant for fixed attention on something..
Can you imagine Concentration would become a problem too..
yup It Happened for me!!


well here we go wid my concentration problems :D
Scenario 1.I donno this until I got pain in my eyes..after closing my eyes wid hands is the regular exercise I do for every 10 min defaultly to avoid the problem..
Usually as per my working hours i need to sit infront of a system for hours..I am getting pain in my eyes n my head too ..this became a headache for me :o
After listening to my dad scoldings I went to eye Doctor n checked my eye sight ..no SIGHT ..
every thing fine..again problem came n went to neurologist this time to sort out the problem..
took Ct Scan n found All z Well :D
He jus told not to think much..which I didnt do usually :p
Later I took anti glare spects too but still the problem is there...but this time problem reduced a bit..

After some days I shocked to know that I am not closing the eye lids when I am doing  work ..whenever I got the pain in eyes then only I am closing them wid my hands :o
Now I overcome wid my problem of (over)CONCENTRATION in working :D (now no use of anti glare :p )

Scenario 2: In my collage days ..In class I used to sit in a second bench last place beside one window..
Usually class is getting bore :D
so I took my concentration towards oustside scenary in the window...The natural picture of greenary fields caught my eyes ..n went into my own stupid thoughts lik "In this place only heroine songs got picturized lik tht ..n remembered Bhumika song em maya chesavoo kani.........n thoughts going onnnnnnnn
suddenly my frnd hitted me wid her hand followed wid the my name in dangerous low tone :D
I turned my head n felt difficult to face the situation in the class ..sir  wid controlling his short temper (as I was one of his fav students :D ) n asked me what happened ?
r u fine???
ya I answered wid high tone as possible as I can at tht time but I know tht was too lowwww :p
I showed guilty in my face to avoid scoldings of sir in tht good mood ;)
Later I cam to know sir stopped the class after watching me who is enjoying the outside scenary :D n shouted my name 3 times still I didnt responded so my frnd warned me this time :D

see Fixed Attention towards one thing (Concentration) made my life miserable :p

Scenario 3:  One day I am watching the Aata show in Zee channel ..
I am listening seriously about my fav Satwick n his master are saying something ..so I am following closely..
Suddenly  My roomie shouted y these ppl are moving the camera in swinging mode which is too irritating for us to watch!
This time I was shooooooooocked bcoz this is the thing which doesnt come to my notice !!!! :o
I m just watching them lik normally ...This may be simple thing for u which is not !!
but Fortunately I sort out my problem(scenario 1) of my own by thinking about this onlyyyy ...

now U also agree wid me ri8! concentration is not only a gift but also bring problems sometimes :p

Thinking about being Alone...

Lonliness is simply killing me :D
Friends are part of our life ..they cant stay with us in every moment ..feeling bad when they are left for their journey of life .....
hmmmmmmm now a days I m becoming emotional idiot :(
 Thts fine ok I will survive without any ..naku nene le darling ;)

Be an optimist n be Happy

Being an optimist would be a gr8 help! when things don’t go our way. Well,  I could have used some of that optimism and trying to be happy ..
 What do you do when things do not go your way? While being upset seems like the most natural reaction, sometimes, you just have to let it go, accept it for what it is, do the best you can and find the gift within.

If you’re having a hard time embracing an unexpected or unpleasant event, try the simple exercise of writing down all the good, positive, favorable things from the circumstance. And of course, being aware of your thoughts and consciously choosing to direct the course of your thoughts towards “What can I do now?” If there isn’t anything you can do now, just sit back, relax, and allow what must happen to happen, naturally.

The only true choice we have on our journey through life is to face what’s immediately in front of us, handle it to the best of our present abilities, and move on to our future from the anchoring point of “what can I do now?”
And if you do get frustrated with yourself for failing to do the above, remember that it’s o-kay, you’re only human after all. It’s never too late to redirect the sail of your focus, and start from whatever emotional state you’re in.

Things, circumstances, and people come and go, and the only thing that remains constant is YOU, witnessing it all from the present moment..

Happy New Year 2010 :)

Well good bye to 2009...
Last year was quite exciting in few moments n totally depressing sometimes...but overall It is most unforgettable year in my life :)..

Welcoming  2010 with wished good things and bright happy memories to keep ever after...
wishing u all Happy New Year..