Friday, September 4, 2009

My stupid train jump...


So many of my frnds r asked abt this incident after reading my previous post "My Embrassing Moment" :D

Well I decided to write tht as a post ,here we go :D

My Btech first yr : Upto this time i didnt travel alone..Bcoz In intermediate they wont allow you to go until ur parent come.
One of the big festivals dassara came..We got holidays for a week So we planned to go home.This is really long journey (it will take whole ni8).Me n other two frnds of mine went to the station n enquired them about Palaknama Train..He passed wrong info like it would stop in our destination..

We stepped into train n journey gone well too..One of my frnd stepped down in her station.Only me n my frnd left..Before an half an hr we came to know tht this train is not allowed to stop in our  destination.I was in a shock (Bcoz this is the first time i am doing journey alone :D) so i called to my dad..He told tht "Dont get panic dear..nothing is going to happen ..First u step down in nxt station which is coming in another 20 min n take another train to return to our destination.."  . Hmmmm I said OK.

Suddenly My frnd is forcing me to get down in our destination as train is going in a slow motion  there...
Adding to my surprise she stepped down suddenly ..I got another shock :D she n other co passengers also forcing me to get down..I am thinking whether it is safe or not but these ppl r not allowed me to do it :P
My frnd shouted at me  after watching my fear face : "Hey nothing will happen, see how i am..it is vry easy to do..n we can move from here to our houses in a quick time without a headache of going to another station "
hmmmm i am sick of this long journey already so I also decided to do it ......I donno at tht time how much risk I am going to take.....

Train speed is looking like as it is moving vry slowly..n I am watching the stones beside the track n I quickly stepped down wid closing eyes holding my luggage ...Another thing I missed here (when u jump like this u should move wid the speed of the vehicle/train along with tht direction) :D

After jumping i am trying to balance my feet on the rough stones of track but I failed...Train speed is not tht low as it look like ..I fell down on the track wid in fraction of seconds .....

Until a moment wat happened n where i fell i donno ....when I opened my eyes track is vry near to me n train is moving vry fastly ...I tried to stand n I quickly walked to another track n I succeed.
Then I watched my frnd who is behind to me..she is trying to reach me  wid a smile..Everybody in the train who r standing in the  doors  watching us ...
I felt like I did it.. n walking fastly to reach my dad who is in the platform (He came to receive me..later only he came to know i  was in  wrong train but to see me he is still there :) )  Everyone in the platform also watching me wid starnge expression which is not understood by me...

Suddenly something is falling in my cheeks .....I wept it n shocked after watching my hand.....i.e BLOOD
After falling on the track i didnt noticed as tht was hard hit of stones...I got injury on my head ...
My dad came to me n he is in a rage expression ..He hold my hand n taking me to Railway hospital ..In tht time I asked him to see the injury but he is not watching my face (i was in a puzzled expression y he is not watching my face later I came to know tht he got angry on me).......My frnd followed us.

My dad knows the Railway doctor ..Doctor  is asking me y I did it n scolding me lik anything..I kept quiet.
On the contrary My frnd opened her mouth n told to doctor "I also did it but nothing happened to me" ..I thought " stupid girl y she admitted it now "...Doctor got angry this time scolded my frnd (If somebody is scolding u for ur stupid act better keep quiet :D )

Me n my dad went to home (In the journey also he didnt spoke to me :( ).My mom asked : Howz the journey? ( wid da smiled expression)
I told tht  I jumped from the train ..But they(my mom,granny,grandpa) thought tht was a joke n everybody laughed ..I said serious n showed my blood stains on dress ...They completely shocked...
This time my dad told the entire story wat happened over there n talked to me  wid serious looks : "what would happen if ur hand or leg fall under the wheels of train when u fell down????? "

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

my inside......



These are days when I'm not sure if I'm alive or dead,I am walking over the knife's edge.
The borders of my reality are rebuilding one moment they feel solid n then nxt like thin water(no use of swimming) I brush my long hair and cover the scars n make sure no one can tell what goes on inside my mind...